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The hidden pain of doctors who couldn’t save a life

In a profession where success means lives saved, and with a culture of heroic excellence, a death can be devastating – yet this is rarely spoken about. 

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Some units in hospitals have sessions intended to help young doctors process the emotional challenges after patient deaths and errors.

Some units in hospitals have sessions intended to help young doctors process the emotional challenges after patient deaths and errors.

ST ILLUSTRATION: CEL GULAPA

Khoo See Meng

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I recently chaired a virtual hospital grand round – a regular session where healthcare professionals take turns to share their knowledge, experiences and expert opinions with colleagues. What transpired left me strangely apprehensive about ever wanting to do such a task again.

It was not that the talk was anything contentious. Quite the opposite. Someone spoke up, in a genuine and powerfully personal way about something doctors don’t often talk about: having a patient die, and how it affects us emotionally.

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