NEW YORK • We heard what sounded like a crash and what might have been a gunshot, but it did not register at first. Lower Manhattan is loud at every hour with traffic and construction, and my wife and I have grown used to ignoring the ambient noise. Even when one police siren follows another. Even when it is followed by dozens more.
Two of our three children had been out shopping for Halloween. Then our 12-year-old son came home. He told us he had seen a truck smashed on our corner; that there had been a shooting; that he'd seen what looked like blood on the windshield. He said police were swarming around the neighbourhood and helicopters were flying overhead and our building was locked down. He was composed as he told us all of this. He must have missed the attack by a few minutes at most.
Where was our teenager? We experienced a moment of parental panic until she answered her phone and came home. I checked the news and saw something about bodies strewn along the bike path along the Hudson. I must have said "terrorism". Our eight-year-old started to cry. "We're safe up here," my wife assured her. "No, we're not," she replied, not unreasonably.
I went downstairs to try to see things for myself, just as I had when I lived in Jerusalem during the second intifada and similar events were an almost weekly occurrence. The day was clear and crisp. There were fire trucks and gurneys outside Stuyvesant High School, the elite public school that anchors the northern end of our neighbourhood. I tried to get to the bike path, but stern-looking police officers waved me off at every corner. A woman pushing an infant in a stroller was sobbing; I heard her say that she had been outside when the crash took place. I stopped a paramedic to ask what he knew about the number of casualties. "A lot," he said.
It was clear that terrorism had returned to Manhattan, barely a year after a bomb went off on 23rd Street and injured more than 30 people. Within an hour, it became clear that it was the act of another extremist, most likely a self-starter inspired by what he had seen on TV of similar attacks in Barcelona and Nice. Senator Ted Cruz and other right-wing populists sometimes deride Manhattan as a liberal La-La Land of privileged people living far from the real world. But on Tuesday, there was only the stark reality of multiple homicides outside our home and grim-faced emergency medical workers racing to the scene.
Disasters that strike close to home inevitably affect us differently from those we observe at a distance. Every day, I cross the bike path near the spot where the terrorist crashed his truck.
My kids learnt to ride their bikes on the same path that became Tuesday's scene of carnage. We celebrated our older daughter's bat mitzvah at a restaurant just off that path. My son went to soccer camp at Pier 40, where the rampage began. "There but for the grace of God go I" may be the world's most shopworn phrase, but it is one you feel keenly after an event like this.
Disasters at close range also have a way of making ideological pronouncements seem remote, feckless and wretched. President Donald Trump promised in a tweet to "step up our already Extreme Vetting Programme". Then he blasted Mr Chuck Schumer, New York's Democratic senior senator, for the diversity visa lottery under which the suspect, Sayfullo Saipov, supposedly arrived in the United States from Uzbekistan.
Yet the notable fact is that even if the administration's signature multination travel ban had been in place for decades, it would not have kept Saipov from entering the country legally and obtaining a green card before going on his killing spree. And getting a visa through a "diversity programme" does not mean that he was not vetted by the United States before his arrival or that he couldn't have been denied entry on security grounds.
Determined fanatics will usually outwit the Department of Homeland Security's games of whack-a-mole. A heavy-handed immigration policy will never be an effective counter-terrorism strategy.
In the meantime, the responses that are meaningful, and for which one feels actual gratitude, are all local: Officer Ryan Nash, who shot the suspect as he waved what seemed to be two guns (toys, as it turned out) in the middle of West Street; the parents and teachers at Public School 89, for sheltering the kids just as they were being let out for the day; the police and fire departments and emergency medical services for turning the world's most vulnerable city into one of the safest and most welcoming.
This is real America. Most of the people who live or work nearby, from the Goldman bankers to the Stuyvesant whiz kids, are strivers who came from other places and started with a lot less. We feel intense pride in our city and country, though we don't feel the compulsion constantly to profess that pride as proof of our patriotism or as an expression of a cultural resentment.
Few of us may go to church or own a gun, and hardly any of us voted for the President. But we are good friends to our neighbours, look out for their children and feel nothing but gratitude for the people who protect us. And we choose to live in a place that we know is a target for fanatics because fanatics will always target the things we prize most: openness, diversity, sky-high ambition and the belief that we are more than simply our racial or religious identities.
Something unreal, as people say, happened in my neighbourhood on Tuesday. But we stayed real, and trick-or-treating proceeded on schedule.